midnight depression

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11:56 pm
there would be candle holders smashed in the corner of my room against the walls there a deck of cards flown across the flor nothing in my room would be taller than my bed .. you wouldnt be able to walk in here.. i would be long gone, no one woudl be able to say they dont care, every one owuld have to know why ... every one owuld never know .. they cant look at me and see that im tell ing the truth i cant stand being here ... i would leave if i had money or a place to go ... i would go find an apartment if i had a license or a car...

my brother would never see me again ... he'd never be an uncle..


id kill my self if it was worth not seeing what happens tomarrow