inocence

...what happend? she scrunches her nose and giggles a little tryign to be as cute as possible .. he sputters and spits out the punch line .. looking totally pleased with him self .. she wants him to wrap his arms around her shoulders .. to smile and scrunch up his nose and kiss her .. he laughs a little at his joke and looks out the window ... she leans her head back and sighs .. this sucks just as much as if he didnt know i existed... i dint like him 2 weeks ago .. *sigh* he sees somethign out the window and points and makes some sort of loud yelp laugh thing .. reality come screaching back .. confusing her .. she plays along .. she plays her games.. the games were over at fifteen ... why am i doing it for him .. make him grow up and be at my level ... she looks around .. even 17 yr olds are below her level .. she plays her games .. no one will care next yr..